Not Good

I'm so sick and tired of this roller coaster.  I hate getting my hopes up then having them crushed.  I hate people wanting to play the "what if? Why do you think?" game with me.  To put it lightly, I'm HIGHLY DISAPPOINTED in today's ultrasound.  This pregnancy is starting to look like a long dragged out miscarriage.  Now don't start preaching at me!  Save that speech for someone else.  On that note I will probably not be answering my phone today.  I know God is still in control.  I know He's still on the throne.  However His will might not be for us to take a little bundle home next fall.  Don't pretend you are God.  Our desires are not always His.